Kawan Baru..

this is my new good friend..the nokia E7..

it's costly but i love it..!

with touch screen, 8MP camera, Quickoffice program..etc etc whats' more i could ask for???

the nokia e7

From Sandakan to Putrajaya

It's almost 5 months i left Sandakan, Sabah. I was in Sandakan for 5 years..(Oct 2005 to Oct 2010). And off course, i'm still missing Sandakan, especially my working colleague... Here are photos taken before i left to KL. An old photo, to the right is Mr Ng, my head of department..i didn't managed to have a photo with him as he already resigned from the ministry

With Surgical clinic nurses..

with the female surgical ward nurses

another photo with female surgical ward nurses.

with male surgical ward nurses

with canteen workers.

with ICU nurses

a lunch treat in Sim-sim

my last appendicectomy in Sandakan..

group photo with Mr Jeremiah, my another boss, and my colleague

with Kak Tun, staff nurse at surgical clinic.

Depression

Been away almost 8 months.
Main reason: i'm depressed.

Life is full of surprises and challenges. I'm never thought i will face the challenges.
The year 2010 was really bad..i almost wanted to kill my self ..(i was lucky i still have faith to God).

The main reason i'm depressed: my mom has passed away.
Never..never thought she died this soon. I'm not prepared to lost her.
She was sick and i thought she will stay with us longer.
She passed away 2 weeks in the month of Ramadan, 2010.
I was really depressed after that and for the first time i just feel lonely.
The first of Syawal 2010 was just lonely and i'm stuck in Sandakan doing oncall.
That's when the lonelines strike and i was in a low mood.
I really missed her. Only God know.

Now, almost 6 months i'm still having flashback of her especially things i haven't done which i should have done when she is around.

errmm..it's just too late.