I'm in stress..
when i'm in stress.i will just sleeping, eating, sleeping and eating..this is a good example of vicious cycle.
when i'm eating..i'm full and happy...and sleepy, this make me want to sleep more..after i'm wake up from sleep..then i will continue eating..and the cycle continues..
the end result??? i've gained weight..now reaching beyond critical limit..ie 65 kg.
why i'm is so stress up??
the main factor is i have to take exam soon, the Basic Surgical Science Examination (BSSE). This is an exam conducted by Malaysian College of Surgeons and Academy of Medicine Malaysia.
This is an entry examination before joining master programme. If i pass this exam, i will have a guarantee ticket to join a master programme...a door to be surgeon.
If i didn't make it, i've to take another exam somewhere mac next year.
BSSE...is the most toughest entry exam in the country. Last year, 60 candidates from all over the country took the exams, only 4 pass,,,,thats mean passing rate of only 6%..
The past 2 weeks i was given a "study" weeks. i didn't study...i was sleeping, eating, sleeping and eating.
I really regret didn't follow my brother to Lahad Datu today..
at least i'm away from sandakan and doing something that meaningfull..
4 comments:
Assalamu alaikum wa rahmatullah
all the best for your exams
I'll give u a tip- i tried it and others also did and had their duas answered: pray tahajjud. Serious. in the last 3rd of the night. There's a dua to read also before you pray. will send it to you if you want
Insha Allah, He will grant you your wish. Ameen
Take care.
Sincerely,
T
ermmm pearl, i oso want that doa...hehehe
it was tiring but enjoyable going to Lahad Datu. I slept at Felda Residence Sahabat but the program was in Lahad Datu. The journey to Felda Sahabat was 4 hours from Sandakan. From Lahad Datu to Felda Sahabat is around 1.5 hours.
So u see, the program start around 7pm, but as a VIP i'll be there around 30 min late. So as u see, my journey going Lahad Datu and back to Sahabat took almost 3 hours. But the next day by that i mean today (4 Oct), i have an relaxing moment. It was peacefull, it was quiet, i'm happy...
Yes, u should have gone to Lahad Datu with me... At least, it will do u good mentally...
ya..
i should follow u la..
tak buat apa2 pun kat umah
(except update blog la).
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